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Thursday, November 30, 2006,1:13 AM
just reach h0me.. jus went to meet fanghuii to eat and chat chat.. den something funny happen ting call mi den suddenly phone hang up and i wanted call back again i call weibin lols he slpin lor i waken him upp.. and he sound so pek cek like dat i also dun dare tok to him i hang upp lols.. feel so srry.. den after dat ting cal mi again..told mi alot of things.. and suddenly i feel dat haiz.. say till i cryin.. haiz dun wan say abt wad she say.. i know myself can liaoi think i realli love him le but y cant u all jus let mi be.. maybe he will hurt mi or wadever thing lah but i belive he wont really.. maybe many ppl will say i stupid or wad im realli tired le.. i dun wanna explain anymore no one understand.. in a relationship there wont really be a happy ending and i really really know dat..im not realli dat stupid.. haas jus 1 week plus trouble all coming.. how whu can help mi.. i belive den ppl start sayin again... i know u all care for mi wanna protect mi.. i know den wad u all wan mi to do den u all man yi.. realli i wan ki siao liao.. i cant get to slp but my body is really damn tired.. dear im srry for everything.. i know im stupid.. realli hope u will here now i realli wanna break down liao dun knw why so tired.. im scared..maybe things happen too fast and too many le bah..haix.. sometimes somethings i nv say out to u because i dun wan u to take as much pressure as mi.. so dats why dun wan tell u not i dun wan let u interfere my thing k.. hope u understand..feel so fan.. n im sorry to let u get scold by yr mother .. realli sorry..miss ya..
Wednesday, November 29, 2006,10:02 PM
todae nv went wk.. haiss.. my sister sc0ld mi yah realli headach lor wad to do..den overslept also n0t i wan de. sobsob..realli tired bah.. im realli srry to my sis.. realli realli feel so regrets.. i realli cant like dat lor mus focus on my work.. haiz my mummy say de maybe also right bah i shouldnt like dat haix him wad should i do.. somemore.. haiss i dun knw..she makin mi feel like breakin down yah i knw i should nt put other ppl prob into my prob but.. i realli dun knw wad can i do liao..
to my dear panda haha.
:do u realli wanna be wif mi jus because u like mi?
sometimes dun knw y i feel like a toy to u.. im i realli so fun? lols..haiz i realli dun wish to get hurt..
love ya my dear baobei..
Monday, November 27, 2006,11:31 PM
jus came back hOme frim timah jus went to meet my buddies qiang hahas.. so long never c him le so happy but we went home quite earli cause he tml still nid to wake up earli to book in.. poor thing.. hee nothing much to blog todae.. update a photo bah taken wif my sweet brother mathew LOLS.. he spoilt the pic i more cute haas..to my dear panda:miss yah so much my dear haha never get too see u todae so sian.. hope to cya tml.. haas..so angry u dota dota nia haha u quit dota i quit smokin lols.. u go consider bah..
Sunday, November 26, 2006,7:21 PM
erm i at my dear panda hse haas sian lor he is playin his dota again.. wad a game freak haas jokin lah later he see liao kill mi.. im so sian jus nw saw his sms i sian diao.. his ex galfriend msg him again lend money fron him.. haiz think wad sia he is her atm ar.. so du lan.. den he still wanna lend i nothing to say.. cant be bother.. dun wan care liao.. wan lend lend lor.. he happy can liao.. so i update blog lor nothing to do also.. bored to death.. feel so tirred wanna slp liao.. but cant.. tonight blog again no mood blog liao sian.. spoilt my mood..
sian why like dat haiz.. he really dun knw dat i will angry de ar stupid panda hates him..
Friday, November 24, 2006,2:23 PM
hee nothing to blog todae jus wake upp headache.. haiz.. so lazy write long.. same thing bah quarrel wif my sister again lor.. haiss.. wad can i do den she will understand..sometimes maybe realli lor wad im thinkin maybe is rites.. jus few dae nia trouble comin le.. im so fan and sian.. i jus wan to find someone i can support on and i found le y u all jus wanna make thing so hard for mi.. i know u all cares but haiz i dun nw lah..already damn piss off liao earli in the morning.. no mood..tonites den update again bah.. wad can i do to make everyone happy..
,12:58 AM
arrhh so sian jus came home haiss jus quarrel wif my sista dun knw wad the hell they wan keep sayin i change because of him!!! nO such thing lor i todae realli not feelin well not dun wanna go pei them find brandon at his work place mah.. y cant they understand.. den i dun knw is i mood swing or wad lor my sis keep findin trouble wif mi like my fault like dat... haiis.. i wan ba gong liao im tired.. i reallii nid to rest..i having a terrible headache..keep on sayin i wanna off because off him dunne wad haiz bth.. i wan ki siao liao... cant get to slp also dunnoe wan to do wad also.. sian..
Wednesday, November 22, 2006,8:17 PM
just reach h0me todae never get to meet him.. he's too tired le bah actually he want c0me de but haiis he so tired den yah i really hates tis hse so i dun wish to so early reach home and i rejected him.. sad.. tml maybe going out wif him bah and fanghuii.. go shop shop i wan buy something.. im going crazy over my sales realli sian lor sales damn no gd den stress comin from boss haiz.. i have a really screw up lifestyle.. but i have met my dear hee maybe he will make my life better bah hope i could adapt his lifestyle n he could adapt my lifestyle too..will we last long? doesnt matter bah as long as we are happy nw can le.. all my worries pls pls go away.. haha.. ah bo im going think till ki siao.. and nw i say i wan go out den he never repli my msg i sian diao lor.. is he asleep or playin dota or trying to ignore my msg lols..i found out dat he everydae so tired randall told mi he nv slp de lor everydae play dota erm shall i belive him mah? dots.. i hear liao i realli sian diao lor.. stupid panda!!! always bully me.. sobsob..haiz.. im realli wordless liao..
,1:42 AM
erm so long never blog liao mani thing to write leh.. new boyfriend hahas..wad to say leh he is a violent boy.. but he is a really a sweet guy=D we were together on the 20th of oct..on e first dae after i finish work we went sunplaza to catch a movie we watched colic a super damn sian show lor almost fall asleep haas.. so pai sei lor first time meet him alone i pai sei like hell lor.. he like nothing thought he wun dare meet me de cause thought he is a shy guy but end up pengz.. i'm the one whu is pai sei.. erm later on we went back to batok to meet fanghuii haha seems so pai sei again.. e fuckin whole dae pai sei til i wanna faint liao.. but together wif him realli make me feel so happy.. only worries is maybe our blackgrounds bah such a great difference dunnoe y i feel like so zi bei.. tell him he jus say y u bother so much happy can liao i dun mind y u mind? haiis.. not dat i mind bah.. jus worry.. how to say leh i gt so mani worry dat i dunnoe how to say out.. like are we realli suitable for each other he still in poly n can i stand his busy schedule haiss n bla bla bla.. n e most is sunday meet up wif his friend waa realli so jialat.. i feel like so nervous den realli like i dunnoe can click along mah lor.. so sians.. cannot smoke somemore.. makin mi feel so haiss.. can i make it? hope i can... maybe i worry too much.. hope so..so sleepy le.. tml still nid to work.. hope can c him tml bah dunnoe will he turn up and meet mi but i think wun bah he so tired i c him todae.. ke lian de dear.. hope tml will be a better dae boss tml come back liao sales be better bahslp le.... hees.. go
i love him miss him daes by daes hope my feeling wont go wrong haas..hope to see him tml hugs..